honestly talking I really need a drug that will save not just my hair but my entire life. I started to lose my hair some years ago and I have never thought that I will arrive to have a so bad looking hair. I remember when I was younger during my teenage age I have had long, beautiful hair, it was very thick and had a very shiny color. Now I’m obliged to cut them as short as I can in order to look at least normal.
I’m 30 years old and I consider that I’m too young to have such problems.
I mentioned that I need this drug but the necessity is really a very strong one, judging by the fact that I’m going to lose my mind because of this hair problem. When I started to lose it I was around 25 and I thought that it will be okay and that soon everything will come to normal but not. After some years of disillusion I developed a depression and still can’t go out of it. I don’t know what to do and what would be the real solution to this but I really hope that this day will arrive and I’ll become healthy and happy. I don’t know what is going on, doctors didn’t diagnosed me with any disease in order to prescribe me some medicines, but I truly believe that this is something abnormal and that I have to something with it. Every day I woke up with the feeling that the things are getting worse, not just hair problem but also my depression and the fact that because of this problem I started to lose my personal life. I don’t what to have sex anymore, because all the time it seems like my boyfriend is doing this because he has a necessity and not because he wants me, and I feel disgusted about this because I feel like this is because of my hair problems. I don’t want to lose him because I know that if I’ll go ahead with this a little longer he will broke up with me.
My parents tried to help me and they support me all the time but this is not enough for me, I know it may sound a little selfish but … I can’t change my feelings so easily. If there is someone that can help me at least to encourage with the fact that there is something that I can try I’ll do this. I’m morally destroyed and now I’m ready to try everything just to feel a little bit better than I felt all this time.