hello people, I am looking for your help. the problem is that I have already developed an very and very big tolerance due to the fact that approximately half a year ago (plus or minus) my doctor has prescribed me and put me on Prozac 10 mg daily and this has turned me into a walking dead as I have not been a human being anymore… I tell you this because I've lost absolutely all my motivation, I have had no ambition at all and generally this prozac medication has sucked all the energy out of me. I wasn't the person that I used to be once anymore when I started to take this medication. and so, instead of my prescribed 15 mg of Dex ER 2 times per day (30 mg a day) I have started to take a double dose, I mean the dose was the same (15 mg) but I was taking it 4 times per day (60 mg a day) and still… nothing helped, it was for no avail at all. that is very terrible and makes me feel really frustrating over this.
anyway, then later I have got off from this prozac after I have been falling asleep during my work and I have only then realized that I have been wasting 3 months of my life all in feeling 'high' and sleeping all the time, or at least really wanting to sleep (I guess I could sleep 24/7 if I could) and what's even more important is that I was feeling very stupid all the time, unmotivated and with a big lack of energy. this is a drug (for me and in my opinion) that can very easily ruin your life because generally it has been very and very strange for me as everything that I really wanted to do was only to eat and to sleep or when I was not sleeping then to listen to music. and that's it. I mean, I was having no other desire like to get out or to do stuff.
so either way…. I've got to say that because of some recent events that occurred in my life (which by the way, they could have been very easily predicted, however being stupid that I was - I've chosen to ignore it), I have started to be very negative about everything at all and so I have asked my GP to put me on Celexa (maybe some of you does know what's it, but I've done a bit of research on this and I have thought that it is a better drug that Prozac). so the doctor did listened to me and gave it to me however it seems that I was wrong as Celexa wasn't any better than Prozac as this stupid SSRI is making me once again, exactly as Prozac, being unmotivated, tired, sleepy and completely lazy and the Dex is not working.
I guess I wrote this down because I can't take it anymore… in fact, I can feel that I can't, I am at my wits end. I'm pretty sure that the reason behind why I wrote this is that this is a scream of pain deep from my soul. but I also wanted to ask you guys… do you think that I am right if I tell that it does seems to me that the only way that I can get my tolerance back down and reverse its effects it is to take a month off the Dexedrine….?? I did have tried to do it, but I could take it only for a few days as I have been feeling very and very depressed, extremely irritable and generally an unwell feeling. besides this I need to add something else. I did have tried to take wellbutrin as an alternative, however I am allergic to this one and I can't take it as each time that I've tried - I've always got red rash all over my face and has made my allergies worse. doctor said that I'm allergic to wellbutrin and I can't take it.
and so, now, having all of this said and after you know my story, is somebody who can help me with anything? please… with anything at all! I really need help and I would appreciate any type of information, any advice or recommendation. thank you in advance a lot!