Hi, Poppy intorducing self to forum.
I am a chronic pain patient with a useless doctor, and have suffered severe and chronic anxiety and panic disorder since my teens as well.
I have used online IOPs for over 20 years now, and have some old favourites which I have used regularly for a long time, and a couple of newer places which conform to my idea of decent pricing and top quality. I bemoan the recent loss of several of the very best IOPs, in particular the Airmail Group (despite some prices from the Romanian outlet being a bit of a ripoff) who sent some of the finest meds I have ever sourced online.
I now mostly source from Belgium, Germany/Austria, Serbia and Hungary as well as Netherlands. I wish that I were able to access US medicines, especially those licenced there and nowhere else, such as hydrocodone bitartrate, which fills our 'gap' which exists between dihydrocodeine and morphine - there is NOTHING in between, but at 6 x strength of codeine, hydrocodone would be the ideal. It was withdrawn (Dicodid, sold only as an antitussive, not am analgesic) from Europe in 2008 and is now confined to the USA ONLY.
I am also a trained counsellor and therapist, working voluntarily for an online company catering for those who are unable to afford the traditional psychiatrist and their extortionate session rates!
You will learn more about me as I post but let me say I am always looking for SOMETHING and perhaps this is the place to find elusive things which the now dreadful NHS does not supply.
No doubt will be meeting many of you soon!
Stay as well as you can be and if not, as well as you can AFFORD to be!