Hey there everyone, I have found that diazepam is a very good relaxer drug, at least for me, that is why I have thought that it may be a good idea to ask your doctor for some counseling about it. I am going back to visit my doc in a few days and I am surely going to ask him for some more. I have only got a couple of days of my notice left now and even though I am pretty worried about leaving my job I am also a kind of excited. Not so long ago I have been signed off work for my work related with stress and anxiety that is why I do not actually need to go back to work again. My bosses have been assaulting me by email, by letters as well as mobile and landline (everything they got) in order to attend a meeting with me so we could discuss the reasons why I am leaving so much, so I guess you understood what I have done about that – I blocked all their emails and their numbers etc. So much for them so they would give me enough time to relax and to get a bit better now.
What I can recommend you is to get out of your job in the first place because for most people it causes a lot of stress and to think about number 1. As much as I can remember myself I have been worried and concerned about what other people are thinking about me and I have always putting other people first, however, not so long ago I have realized all of a sudden that in fact, there is nobody at work that is actually giving a f*ck about you and what you are really going through, this is why my current thoughts about them are: you surely did not appreciated me at all during the time I have been there so I’m pretty sure you are now!
This is what my doc recommended me so I am just sharing with you my doc’s word: do not go down with the anti depressants route and he also mentioned that I need to sort out all the problems and troubles that I am having in my life and then generally to re evaluate my life altogether.
I am sure there are your loved ones who are getting concerned about you and what you are feeling and doing, like for example your wives, husbands, parents, friends and so on. However, they won’t help. my parents were worried about me and they were always doing the same for me, however, they were not realizing that their attitude towards my anxiety was not helpful at all. all my friends (if I can call them so) have been useless at all. their only way of trying to help me was to completely ignore me even though I’ve been always there for them when they needed me. nobody gave a f*ck about the fact that I am depressed, that I was living with anxiety day by day and that I needed help.
Thanks god that there was my boyfriend who has really showed me how much he loves me and cares about me. despite my nervousness (because of stress and depression) my boyfriend has always been there for me and he has been my savior all this time. I did realized this, but it was kind of hard to see it. I really think that I would not be here now if it wasn’t for him. Sometimes I think that even though my parents made me and gave me nearly everything I have now – my boyfriend has done even more than them for me. in fact, I believe that my boyfriend has done more than all of them altogether.
As soon as you start thinking better about yourself and you would re evaluate your life, your stress and anxiety would go away as well as your chest pains (unless it is not a physical symptom). I wish you all good luck and I hope you are going to take care about yourself in the first place. Also, don’t forget to write back an update in order to let us know how it is all going on.