Hi everyone, I am new to this forum but I registered for one specific reason. I would really like to find an answer to my question: what’s with the ability I am having?? I mean. There is a strange ability I have that seems that nobody else has this. I have been searching information about this online and I found only a couple of other guys who have had (maybe still have) this ability but none of them said an professional opinion on what is this that is why I would really appreciate if somebody will. It seems that there are very few people who claimed that they are able to do the same thing I do so I guess this is the reason that’s so hard to find out, even so I think that there might be an answer. I need to start off by saying that I am certainly not any kind of super hero or something like that. I only need to know what is this and how I can do it?? I am going to try my best in order to explain what is this and how it feels like. Maybe you would recognize and would help me. So, there’s an “effect” that I am able to make to my body whenever I can without any explanations. (by the way, yeah I did asked for some help for other people but after the first few of them looked at me strange… I felt somehow strange asking this question more…)
Now, the feeling I am talking about is that I am able to make my body “tingle” whenever or wherever I want to. I have discovered that I am able to do this when I was pretty young. However, I am now 36 years old and I still didn’t find an explanation of what is this and I still cannot understand it even though I have tried so much. so, if you don’t understand what I mean by saying “tingle”:
I am able to make my body have a boost of energy. Or at least something in that matter. This is pretty difficult, however sometimes I am able to do this only to one section of my body but I have seen that the easiest method of doing it is to make my entire body do this thing all at once. Um… what it is feeling like… that’s pretty pleasurable, however it is almost so pleasurable that you may call it painful too. that’s hard to explain. My whole body is feeling zipped up with energy and power or something like that. how do I explain it better? that could be explained as a very strong and very powerful condition of being in ecstasy but it is so strong that it start hurting. Usually I am only able to do this for a few moments and then my body is twitching or I am “spasming”. Occasionally I noticed that my eyelids have fluttered or a muscle have jumped. This is such a strange state… it is like I am having an very and very big state of relaxation, an extreme relaxation, so big that I cannot even handle it. Also, my heart seem to start beating harder (but it does not mean that it start beating faster) after I am applying this ability of mine, or maybe I am more aware of the heartbeat I have, not sure. Besides, my breathing is either going to stop while I do this or it can also accelerate. But most of the time it is accelerated after that and it is accelerated until I am doing some effort in order to get it down and slow to a normal breathing. Besides, my brain also seems that it is going to crack up because it is full up of energy, however, if I want and I am concentrated a bit I am able to suppress this (and I am also able to do this suppression to any other part of my body too). Besides, usually I do feel somehow drained out of energy after I do that. like I have concentrated all my energy in a moment. As I said, I am able to do this whenever I want, I can do it when I am sitting, when I am lying or even if I stand up. however, in case I am standing up I feel like my knees want to buckle and I don’t really seem to feel this ability of mine at its full “power” (I guess because I have a fear of falling down or I’m not sure, but it is just not the same as when lying or sitting). Not sure if you have got it.. that’s pretty hard to explain….
Oh yeah, I can say that this energy I have it is somehow pretty similar to the feeling when you are getting an adrenaline rush because you have been very and very scared in a second or something but the difference is that I am able to do this without being scared, without that fear or something that is tingling you when you are getting that limb and you are woke up from it and then try to suppress it. so well, I am able to control when this thing is going to happen and as much as I know, people usually don’t…
I remember very well the first time when this has happened to me and I remember well how I did this. I was reading a book (I was a kid back then) and there was about a kid that was having some super abilities like telekinesis. So then, I have attempted myself to try that ability. While I was lying down I have tried myself to move something and this feeling have appeared then for the first time. when this have firstly happened I started to think that maybe my telekinetic abilities are coming to life but I only need to “train” myself. doing this thing a lot without any changes I understood that there’s nothing like that and having this thing for so many years I understood that it doesn’t have any real advantages. However, I am just curious on what is this… is there somebody who can give me an answer?