I was biting my tongue during the night so I had an appointment to my doctor who put me on Topamax. After several weeks I decided to stop it to see the effects. It was ok and I stopped it. I had been of my meds for several weeks and no bites during the night. However a week ago I was sleeping I started to bit my tongue really bad. I had 8 grand mal seizures and I don’t remember a single thing. When I woke up that morning from the seizures I had blood all over my pillow like I was beaten there or like someone was fighting really badly on my bed. I had bitted all of my tongue and mouth. It was so bad that there was a piece from the side of my tongue that was missing!!!! I never have had and I never saw something similar before. Instead of going to work I immediately went to my doctor and obviously he put me back on Topamax. He said that I’m like that it ended that way because sometimes this is life threatening! He suggests that I have an infection in my mouth or in my tongue, maybe in both of them. I’m still having pains after a week and it is almost impossible to eat a thing! I already lost some pounds because it’s really painful for me to eat now. I’m thinking about this 24/7 since then and I don’t know what I need to do. I’m scared to stop using Topamax since then and I doubt that I will ever do it until I will find a solution. I’m also afraid that I’m going to be addicted to it all my life. Does anyone ever had something like this before? I will follow every advice you can give me! I’m desperate and afraid that this is going to happen again!