Hello everybody, I am 24 years old and I seem to be a healthy person besides this. My problem first started few years ago when I was masturbating and when it came to ejaculation I noticed, it was impossible not to notice this, blood, in fact there was a lot of blood and that's why I'm saying that it was impossible not to notice. I mean that there was really a lot of blood, not just a little bit. The blood was coming out continuously and after that it got clotted in my penis after some time. When I was trying to urinate I just couldn't because of the clotted blood so I had to push it VERY but VERY hard to get it out from there. It came out along with urine but there was very much blood, some kind of red dark blood. As you can imagine it was very painful, it burned like I got injured there. Of course I was very scared because of this and I had no idea what should I do. I don't really know the reason but I haven't got to any doctors, I guess I was too scared and I was thinking that this is an accident. Obviously I decided that I should not masturbate for at least a little time, few weeks or so. I did so and the next time when I masturbated it was few weeks later and everything was fine. I thought this never would happen again but heck no...
I wasn't that lucky and about half a year later I got the same problem when I was having sex with a girl. As in the previous time it came out again a lot of blood, it was so much blood that the condom was filled up. I don't really know why this is happening because I don't remember doing, eating or drinking something specific before this was happening. This time again it was very hard to push the clotted blood when I was trying to urinate: it was so hard that just couldn't urinate. I guess it was too clotted there but I waited few hours to see if I could push it, I didn't. Later I could feel pains in my bladder because I wasn't peeing for too much time. This time I got even more scared but having no other options I called the ambulance and they sent me to the emergency room. There they inserted in my penis a thing called catheter and started to drain everything out of there. I was shocked when I saw how much blood they drained from there. I even started to think if I have other blood in my body. It was really a lot of blood. They even drained enormous blood clots. It was truly terrible for me because I felt the biggest pain in my life. This time it burned so much that I thought I'm living in hell, it was something I never would want to experience again. They ended up hooking up this thing that flushed my bladder out with a saline solution via some double tubed catheter and in this way they drained all the blood from my bladder but I still could not urinate for some reason for few hours. Later they have done a lot of tests on me, I mean A LOT. They were doing tests for few days in a row: X Rays, blood tests, STD tests and even inserted another thing in me that could monitor what is going on in my body but still they haven't got any answers that could define what is causing my problem. All the tests they have done came out normal and all the doctors were clueless what is wrong with me. Everyone were running out of options even with that camera inside of me so they sent me home saying that I should be fine if all the tests were fine. I should not have any problems any more...
However I did have a problem, few hours later I still could not urinate and I went to an urologist telling him about this. He put a catheter in me and told me to come back in a month. That month was the most terrible month in my life! I have been suffering from severe pains and I could not sleep properly because of this pain. In few words I barely endured that month but I did it and after a month I returned and the doctor removed the catheter from inside of me and told me to try to urinate. This time I could urinate without any blood but it came out again with a severe burning sensation. The urologist said that he could not tell me what is going on with me and as other doctors who examined me he had no idea what is going on with me BUT he is thinking that this is going to happen again. Because I was already scared and because of his words I wasn’t neither masturbating nor having sex for a whole month! Each time I had an erection I was thinking about other things and I was doing something else until it went lump and after that I was trying to urinate but again I just could not because of the clotted blood in my penis. I was trying to urinate each few minutes but each time a tiny bit of blood mixed with urine was coming out. Finally, after some times of trying I passed again a huge red dark blood clot. I visited again that urologist and he had some tests done on me but again the same results…
Now here I am here writing this post trying to find an answer to what is going on with me because I have lost already any hope in doctors. I am very scared and I have to live each day with this fear, that it is going to happen again and the same hell is going to start all over again. Obviously this is something strange and it shouldn’t be this way especially at my age, no? I have spent a lot of money and time but nothing seems to help. I cannot live normally again having this fear. Please somebody help! Any suggestion about what could be causing this or what can I do to know for sure that I won’t have it again? Please! I’m desperate…