Now I’m feeling soooo depressed that I can’t even explain and I really need some support. The problem is that my dad was diagnosed with parkison disease more than one year ago and I was always worried about this but I have never expexted that this will become such a bad thing for him and that it will change all his entire life so hard.
The problem is that I started to observed that he started to change, he always was a very strong and charismatic person but since he found out that he is diagnosed with Parkinson disease everything changed a lot. He became a very depressed and tired person, all the time I observe that he has less and less energy as well as less happiness, plus he always says that he has no more reasons to live.
My mom died when I was little, and now that he found out that he has such a thing he started to think about suicide and this worries me very hard. The worst thing in all my story is that our doctor seem not to carry at all about his situation, I have talked with him so many times and I have told him that the situation is getting worse and that we have to do something. All the drugs that our doctor prescribed to him didn’t worked and generally some of them developed some strange symptoms to my dad. After he started to use one of his drugs he started to have big problems while walking, it also developed insomnia and sometimes he starts to forget elementary things. The only thing that helps him to go ahead is drinking 3-4 pints a day. I know and I understand very well that this is not a good idea, and that it will be better to avoid such a thing but I’m really sorry about him, and when he drinks his pints it seems like he feels better and he can even smile. This is very precious to me and I don’t know what to do in this situation, to prohibit drinking during the day or to let him to the thing that he considers is better to do.
The situation with his doctor as I told you is really a bad one. I don’t know why do he isn’t interested in my dad condition, maybe he thinks that there is nothing to do in order to help, but at least I think that he can do something to elevate the symptoms and the problems that he started to develop recently, whatever the reason is, I’m so frustrated that he’s so ignorant.
I would like to find out what actions I can do in order help him, I don’t know at least a thing about this.. I feel sorry about the fact that I can’t do anything… I would like to try to do at least something that I’m able to do. please help me, those who know how to behave in this situation, help me at least with some advices. Thank you very much.