hey there everybody. I am using tramadol and since I post this here it is logical that I want to get off it so I want to find out more answers on how I can do it and withdraw from it easier/ quicker/ less dangerously/ less painful etc. well, I have been using 200 mg of tramadol every second day for a really long time now (so I think that it is twice as better in terms of withdrawals compared to using the same dosage every single day, isn't it?) anyway, I've been using it for such a long time in attempt to treat major depressive disorder (MDD) and that's because I couldn't get any help from any other medicine out there. I mean, yes, I do use tramadol legally for legal depression, prescribed by my doctor. but I use tramadol (which I know that its primarily usage it is for pain killing effects) because although I did have been prescribed and given numerous antidepressants and other therapies, I still didn't got any help. tramadol, being 'strange' in its antidepressants effects was what I needed for my depression. but that's the problem here…. I have started to experience something… bad…. I mean a severe depression and extreme irritability (with full time anger) on those days that I am not using tramadol and I do not get them in those days that I do take it… this is what made me this that what I am actually experiencing may be withdrawals symptoms. this is the reason why I started to think about getting off tramadol until it is not going to get worse/ too late… I would really like to stop using it… I do know that my depression is still going to be a problem but I would really like to try getting on some supplements for my depression and starting to learn to deal with this on my own. the supplements that I am talking are such as: 5 htp, Mucuna Pruriens, kanna, nootropics, DL - phenylalanine and maybe some others but I am still very scared of the depression that I may get if I am quitting cold turkey on tramadol. I mean, I'm already barely dealing with this and I expect that quitting cold turkey that's gonna be… awful to say the least. it is obvious that I got hooked up on it. as I said, I use it for a long time and we all know how addictive tramadol is. that's why I think that it is going to be double as hard to get off (depression plus cravings). in fact, I don't think so, I know it. that's because I did have tried to quit taking tramadol in the past but the depression along with the strong cravings I had for it have led me back to use it again. unfortunately.
and now, that's the reason why I'm here… I want to find something that is going to alleviate my… pains. so, is here somebody who can recommend me a 'supposedly' or 'tested' good medication/ method that I can use at least on a temporary basis (for approximately one or maybe 2 weeks) that would help me to deal with the withdrawals in case I am abruptly stopping to use tramadol? the reason why I am thinking only about cold turkey method is that I did have tried to taper off it, however I just can't do this method as I always end up going back to it every single time and that's why I think that tapering isn't the method for me. not sure if that's gonna change anything but I do have access to quite a little bit of diazepam/ valium if it would help and to be honest, I have not really found this drug to be so addictive in the past (at least by far not as addictive as tramadol). I say this because I know that valium/ diazepam also is addictive. the problem and the reason I tell you this is that I am not very sure if this is the best choice for tramadol withdrawal. someone can tell me more about this? I mean, in regards of diazepam/ valium in help of tramadol withdrawals during cold turkey?
also, please don't think that I just came here 'demanding' for answers or anything in this matter. I did have tried to get some answers myself by researching online but in the end I still thought that real people who can help me on my real problem now would be more helpful than just reading articles and other people's similar situations. and btw, in the time that I have been searching for information I have found lots of people saying that kratom might be helping me a lot in such situations as it is helping a lot of people to deal with tramadol withdrawals plus it also helps with depression. it does seems that it is all I need… however the big problem is that kratom it is illegal here in Australia and that's why I am not able to purchase and to use it… also while researching I have found out that methadone or buprenorphine can help me with my problem… do you think that any of them would be a better choice for me? as I said, I do think that it would be a lot much better for me to come here and talk with real people because I would really like to hear from absolutely anyone who has managed and succeeded to quit using tramadol and, of course, I would really really like to hear how exactly you have managed to do so. absolutely all opinions and all suggestions are welcome on this topic. I really need help so if you can help me… please do…