Hey girls is there anyone? I need some help.. I’m trying to lose weight so drastically, for me this is very important (I guess as for every girl) but the problem is that I don’t know how to deal with this. I tried to stay on my diet and I have also tried to go to gym, I still go to gym but I can’t control myself. I really eat different kind of unhealthy food and when I buy this all the time I think that it’s okay and nothing will happen, after this, after I eat I start to feel guilty about what I’ve done… I lost my weight 2 years ago and I felt so beautiful, happy and confident in myself that you can’t even imagine, but something happened to me and I now I have become more stressed and depressed, that’s why I gained all my weight back. Since that day I’m trying to lose weight and every night when I go to sleep I just think about the situation and every night I promise myself that the next morning I am going to change everything. I feel so helpless… I see so many ex friends that are so slim beautiful and tidy they are so feminine what I can’t say about me. I have so many clothes, beautiful clothes but I can’t wear them because they are small in size for me but 2 years ago they were perfect for me.. I wish I could turn back the time for 2 years ago to change my past and to continue my diet. I know that a part of this is a psychological one and I know that many people can’t understand me, I just want to say that for me it’s very important and I would like to do something for this but I don’t know why I can’t… I can’t talk about this with somebody because I don’t have so many friends and because I know that nobody can understand me. That’s really strange I know and many of you can think that this is not the most important problem that one person can have, but trust me for me it is important and it is ruining my life. I started to observe that people that I love, friends and other started to get filled about all my complaints about my weight and I feel this, that’s why I’m really scared to talk with somebody. Many of my friends told me that I look okay and that there is no problem, but actually I really miss me when I was 12 kg less and when I felt so free. I still remember the sensation that it produce to me, that feeling that you’re complete and I felt perfect that time. I consider that the most important thing in our life is to accept you. When you can’t do this you start to collapse and you don’t observe as everything that you are trying to do just don’t match. I know very well and I’m sure that all the stress and all the depression that I have now started 2 years ago when I put on weight and when I lost my confidence. Many people can confirm that when you love yourself seems like everything that you want to do, you can do. This is my biggest fear, that I am going to be like this forever and that I wouldn’t change my stress situations. I’m really sorry about people that are by my side that are trying to help me.. I know that they are so sick of all this nervous situations and stress situation I create, so I’m here, because I’m looking for help. I would like to know if there is somebody that can help me or maybe have had the same situation. The most important thing for me now is to find out if there are some supplements for weight loss that can help me … in this situation and after 2 years full of suffering, depression and stress I would like to change this. Maybe some appetite suppressors some supplements that are very good for weight loss and that literally can create miracles. That’s really important for me, please if somebody can help then reply to me as soon as possible. Thanks a lot in advance for everything.